That sounds a bit morbid. I just mean my last day as a single person.
To be honest, I have no thoughts.
Everyone insists on asking me if I am nervous, scared, worried, etc. And I'm not. Is that strange?
Honestly, I feel ecstatic. I feel that this is probably one of the single most right things I have ever done. But for some reason, I guess I am supposed to be nervous.
Obviously there are things I'm stressed about. Like paying for it all and maintaining peace with certain people. But overall? I can't control if people are enjoying our wedding. I can't control their feelings.
What I can control is me. And I am in love. I am making a choice that feels amazing. And I can't wait to begin.